Don't Close Your Eyes

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rage

it's totally fine if you wanna do eveyrthing by yourself, BUT i ought to remind you that you are in a group and nobody appointed you as a leader.
and i always believe that basic, let me repeat, BASIC courtesy is always needed in whatever you do. so let me ask you, where is your please and thank you?

i dont see you as a threat just because of yourself. i just hate it when you steal the limelight. why is it even needed in the first place? when you are in a group, everyone shines out equally. not by an individual.

my mother said, once you borrow someone money, you ought to return the exact amount you borrow from that person. cause it will all be asked during the afterlife. i mean even you dont have to pay back exactly the next day, and you dont exactly have to BORROW AGAIN the next day. friends shut cause they thought they are helping friends out. but there is alwys a certain limit to everything. everything including this.

i dont wish to say 'this was your last straw'. cause i dont wanna flare in rage.
but keep in mind that the world dont only revolves around you. there are million other people too. i dont care who you wanna be with, cause i really dont. but sometimes, i just find what you doing now, contradicts what you said then.

my dear friend, you dont wanna see me pull my hair right infront of you. and even if you wanna punch me, that shows how much of a friend are you.

deey

guidance in life

sometimes all you need is just patience to uphold yourself.
sometimes all you need is just few moments to think things through.
sometimes all you need is to walk in someone else shoes to feel how they feel.
sometimes all you need is trust to get on moving.
but most of the times you need to have faith in God, for his guidance.

i have an urge to find a new ngaji tutor, so as to qatam the Quran once again.
its been long since i went for ngaji classes.
only been reading after my subuh prayers, that is if i do have the time.

deey

bloob

some people just don't know how to prioritize their time and meaning of life well.
let me make it clear that projects that involve grades are way way waaayy important than spending the whole night out having fun.

i will only take the initiative, if you take yours.

too many projects to handle in such a short period of time.
insyallah, i am still capable.

junkhead, i dont why, but sometimes i feel like you're hiding things from me. but don't fret, it's only a feeling. small instincts.

deey

note to self; 8.30am in school stadium tomorrow.

thanks to theBF, he made me listen to korean songs. hoho. there are some cute guys too. ^^

i dont get family members sometimes. ain't there suppose to be the pillar of strengths through your hard times? ain't they suppose to put their ego and sensetivity aside?

i cant help it but to stress myself out just because of them. i have a tenacy to tell either my boyfriend or close friends things cause i dont think i can tell those stuffs to my own family members. but in most of the times, i keep it in myself, i dont believe in sharing my burdens with them. i dont find it neccessary.

thus, without anyone's concern, i am actually very sensetive for someone who is kindda straight forward and sometimes harsh. sometimes i can just cry due to a small issue. but then again, i dont really like to show.

as far as i am concern, i don't hate my family. i love them. but sometimes certain things just gets on my nerves, and knowing that i cant probably lawan balik my parents, i just keep the rage feelings inside.

oh well, fieza, han and dhan said i look like DW from the cartoon 'Arthur'. due to thelower cheecks. i
think i am that FAT at that point. so let's not eat. i guess.

ok, i need time to think through things.

deey.

sparks

there's something that keeps the spark coming back and back and back and back.
there's something that keeps the smile coming back and back and back and back.

i had 2 freaking bottles(500ml) of coke for just one day. and the sugar rush, I'm feeling it right now. shaking and moving to any tones and melody that i am listening or whatever that just enters my mind.

i have too many projects to be done either by this week or the next.
oh man!

it's raining man ~~hallelujah~~ alhamdullilah.

bye.
im super hyper today.
bye.
oh wait i just said bye.
ehk.
bye la.

deey(:

hello world.

hello. now; over at terminal three. with whoelse? the stalker loorrr. (:

went over to MINDS after school just now with Han, Khairina, Fieza &stalker. i was attched with a class of 14years-old students with Amber. it was my first time there. and it was very interesting. from 2 to 5pm with them was very enjoyable. and i got some close attention with some boys. i don't think stalker is jealous. i mean, why must he even be right? hahah.

had language, snack and pe lessons with them. and they were very fun to be ard with. (: and they are just like normal kids going to school and doing the same things. (:

ok. i think stalker isdesperate for my attention. pity him lor. bye.

stalker, ily(:
stalker said 'i love you too. *hughug*'.
i know stalker thinks i'm cute. (:

deey

late night

i've been sleeping as late as 2am lately. all alone either in the room or in the living room. and i scare the shit of myself with weird imaginations and stuffs. but the lappy or the telly seemed to be the best friend. but still, i am scared of the surroundings cause everyelse is asleep.

yes. i'm that scared and very childishly foolishly stupidly scared. haha.

saw Khemmi and Lina today due to soccer match. hah. still ok la. and talking to Yul abt someone can get very very funny. sweeping floor~! hahaha.

i want cheese popiah tomorrow. and i have to go to MINDS tomorrow due to some project.

and i cant stop laughing to whatever han is saying. she gets more funny when she gets tired.

ok. i am being random right now.
so, bye.

deey